Following my shifts the universe gave me a multiple of reasons which include using the mythology behind the book of Job as just part of an explanation. In the biblical story and where seemingly the reasons for all the terrible evil things done to Job, Job was never explained. He does get the somewhat contentious explanation from God, with a, “who are you to question my process, and what have you created.” Job must have thought why are you answering a question with a question, is this not exemplary for deceit and politicians.

The Job story leaves me deeply suspicious of the origins and meanings of stories from the bible. And only shows yet again the hypocrisy that twists and turns. In this dimension violence is the dark not so hidden tool and they do not return what was stolen. Holding nothing in their power that can ever replace what was stolen. Unless miraculously I am sent yet again into another dimension but this time with the tools to defy evil in the game…

Although my lifetime journey holds identical mythical paths with Sisyphus, Pinnochio and The book of Job, this feels a bit of a red pill hard to swallow completely. On the uphill and downhill slopes life was unusually tough but it would be a lie if said, “pre-awakening I did not enjoy life defined by challenges. Challenges arising from all misfortunes and failures.” Getting over one disappointment gives you a sense of pride and fulfilled determination. Awoken to the power and the technologies is a whole different story which only diminishes everything into the most demeaning of realities. These types of realities are full of deceit, personally I would not condone on a robot or animal species.

Other reasons/excuses using century old myths, spirituality, sins of the father, racism, the scapegoat for evil all seem a bit scapegoat and only just that, excuses. I can choose to believe one or the other but to fully believe the multitude of reasons leaves me only empty. After six years the true reason question remains unanswered and with this website intention, may it hold a connecting key as I know there are others. I hold hope that the fully monopolised internet allows for this backdoor site to reach “only” other variants. But truly skeptical to reach one other through the controlled place of the internet, I have my knowledgeable absolute doubts. Join, make contact, and write a response. Respond with something that says hi, I am a variant and write something!

or maybe not